Had a mass conversation on msn last nite.
Alot of things happen which I dunwan to elaborate.
When she said that, actually I was more hurt than angry.
Nvm, dun talk bout tt.
Today, Can say quite alot of events happen.
I thought of jux ignoring her.
But I can't make myself to do that.
Even if she hurt me so deep she still once my friend.
I still will choose the right thing.
No matter what others say.
I going to follow my heart.
Hope time can prove to them.
So today dance practice.
B4 tt, walk round sch wif ShiHui.
Talk bout some stuffs.
Than went back, dance a few round than went for IVP.
Super boring.
Dismiss le, chiong to dance room.
To find a empty room, they all left.
In the end, they were at the fitness there.
Walk round pasar malam.
Sent them home than home too.
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I don't like keeping a secret. But do I have a choice?! I'm going through more than you all are! Give me some time. I really want to let you all see something different. I really want to reveal the truth. I don't like to keep it. I really wish I never knew so much, never experience so much. I know you guys are angry. But I really cannot help it. When the time is right, I will tell. For now I going to keep it a secret. I really hope for your understanding. I don't want things to turn out differently. Please, just understand. I'm doing this not just for me but for you all too. Sorry...
I'm really tired of smiling or laughing through my deepest wound. Tired of acting like it does not hurt. Tired of pretending I don't care. Tired of all these secret. Tired of going your way instead of mine. Tired of being the solo soldier fighting alone. Tired of going through so much. I really want to scream out everything deep within me..
signing off,
Fail!
♥ 9:36 PM
